I’ve developed a lot of “I want to do [this] feelings”
and for some reason I don’t picture myself doing them now, or in this apartment….or really this city for that matter.
I see myself in a sunny apartment, with more than one room, windows I can open (with windowsill plants! herbs! flowers!), and not carpet. I don’t know about hardwood floors, but I just don’t want carpet in most of the apartment at least.
I reeeeaaally want to be happy in my apartment. Make it my own.
and I don’t see the point in investing money in doing those things now when I know this place is temporary.
